Everything just seems the same at the moment. The same dull stuff happens every single day. I really need a change of scenery!

I’m lying here alone again,
At the end of another day,
My life cannot go on like this,
There must be another way.

Everday is the same,
It’s becoming a routine,
I try talking to others,
They don’t get what I mean.

So many people in my life,
So many faces to see,
Why are they always happy?
Why can’t “happy” be me?

Friends are important though,
They should never be ignored,
Even if they’re only gloating,
About with whom they scored.

Life’s never fair to us,
It’s hardly ever right,
But is it even reasonable,
To be unhappy every night?

I’ve tried to understand,
Tried to see who I am,
I’m getting more convinced,
That my life is just a sham.

What is my purpose?
Why am I even here?
What good do I do?
Why am I full of fear?

(c) Matt Davies 2005